My life is now spent in my special riser recliner chair specially designed for disabled people because she switch lifts the chair up so that your carer caa. Help you to stand . Yes and I am fee loo feeble I need someone with me all day and she is with me 10 hours a day -12 hours in the chair a apart from exciting excursions to the kitchen to. Have the mucus suctioned out of my mouth a d medication and liquid flood put into my peg. This tiny world is the one I exist in and will be until at some point in the next few months i pop off. And I hate it. Mum talked ba out patients turning their backs to the wall but in my case I can’t even turn over Without help.
i spend a lot of time n my head remembering the person I once was who could drive, swim run talk and look after hersel. When I sit in the kitchen bbeeing washed a d dressed I think of all the tiimes I dashed about in the mornings before heading off for school and I would give anything to go back in time just for one day and be a normal healthy person again.